R: Well, it’s been awhile since I’ve done this. Seems a bit odd that I was gazing there for around 8 months. Now 11 months since the “re-start”, I don’t have the sense of urgency about it.
Sol: Why not?
R: Well, I’m still eating regular food. So I haven’t got to the point of just being nourished on light alone. But that is coming, maybe.
Sol: Think so?
R: I have to regroup about the relationship there as a whole.
Sol: How so?
R: Maybe I should be connecting with the “Great Central Sun” but that means I don’t have the visual going. Is the visual the main thing in the practice?
Sol: Partly.
R: I’m also becoming impatient with just gazing, for anything more than 5 or 10 minutes. After that you wonder if you’re balanced.
Sol: I understand.
R: But it was good for awhile. Certainly unlike anything I ever did before. Now I have to make some sense of it. That’s all.